Days Like This Should Never Happen

Am I crying because it's raining, or is it raining because I'm crying?

Wiping the Dust Off

Time to get back into blogging. Feels really weird that the last time I did an entry I was still big and fat and waiting on a baby to come. As you all know she did not come when she was supposed to so it was a really LONG wait.
Anyway, I am currently making some changes in my life and so I might as well group all of these things together to make the new me. I'm going to start eating right and working out. I have got to lose this weight. After each child it just kept adding up and adding up and now I'm a big whale. So I'm going to track my progress on my blog. That will probably embarrass the hell out of me, but I deserve it. I let myself get like this. Why should I be afraid of the number on the scale when I can look in the mirror and see it everyday. People aren't dumb, even if I don't give them a number they can guess. One problem I always have is whenever I say I'm fat, people always pull the "you're not fat" bullshit. Why? Why do you want to lie to someone like that. Are you trying to spare their feelings? Well don't! Because you are doing nothing for their health. If I have already admitted to myself that I am fat, the least you can do is admit to me that YES you think I am fat, too. If you don't, I will sit on you.
So offically the diet will start on Wednesday. Mike is doing this with m,e too. We will have Wednesday weigh ins and I'll track the progress on here. The working out began last night. It went well and I hope we don't have to wait to long to see results or I will get frustrated and quit!